"Perfection is not attainable. But if we chase perfection, we can catch excellence." ~Vince Lombardi
Sunday, October 13, 2013
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CRACKED HEART.
A
shrill shrieking echoes,
As
disturbing panic drills into the mind.
It
is blinding of the ears as they vibrate,
Horrible
dread wails through and grinds.
The
ringing distress tears and shakes.
But
the mourning will never see the end.
The
sound flares in you heart and makes you shiver,
Terrifying
as it may be, the depression has no friend.
Sunday, October 6, 2013
Silence
A
thought leaves that has no place to go.
You
can’t speak for your mind hears enough.
Tormenting
apprehension claims you.
The
overwhelming regret that plays through you seems a bluff,
But
the grayness seems to cover the world.
Craving
exists but despair makes it weary.
As
the discourage down grades you to nothing,
The
aloneness prevails and the deep eye closes.
Consumed by the silence.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
I like to build walls
I like to build walls.
Not like real walls made of brick,
metaphorical walls.
The kind of walls that separate myself from the rest of the world.
Except I'm not sure if my walls are being built to separate me from the world,
or the world from me.
I didn't used to build walls.
Then I experienced pain,
heartbreak,
betrayal,
dishonesty.
So I decided to start building walls.
They protect me.
Make me feel stronger.
The less of myself that I let others see, the better off I am
I don't have to worry if I can trust someone or not
Seems easier this way.
But it can be lonely.
I think the real reason I build walls isn't to separate myself at all,
they are built to see who cares enough to try and knock them down.
Maybe one day someone will try to knock down my walls,
and I will let them.
I'm not ready to yet, but one day.
For now, I'd rather have that loneliness than all the pain.
I like to build walls.
Thursday, September 12, 2013
How to make me love you.
Just to list a couple of my requirements.
- always be a gentlemen. a real gentlemen.
- be tall
- be so good-looking that other girls drool just seeing you
- be ripped. preferably a six pack and a strong back.
- give good hugs
- tell me i'm beautiful, even if you are lying
- take me out to dinner
- make me dinner
- don't piss me off
- sometimes argue back, I like a good debate
- don't try to prove me wrong when i'm determined to be right
- respect me
- never put blame on me
- smell nice
- be sarcastic-but have limits
- don't ever try to put me down
- never lie to me
- good taste in music
- I like candy
- be crazy, don't care what people will think
- let me punch you and you can punch me back, but don't you dare cause me pain
- surprise me often
- shut up and listen
- be good with kids
- be my biggest support
- have a good sense of style
- don't swear
- make me laugh
- be an example
- tell me when i'm being dumb-nicely, please
- text me only when needed, call me daily, make an effort to see me
- fight for me
- don't be dumb. be smart.
- brag about me, especially to other girls. I like that.
- be creative. adventurous. never boring.
- make me your first priority. always.
- you should probably read some nicholas sparks books.
- Love me endlessly.
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